Tell me how it's been almost a week since my last entrance. I keep intending to write but... life is so busy.

Last weekend was the first weekend the guys at the house went to their host family's for the weekend. S was here for half of the weekend, which was nice to catch up. She and her best friend are pregnant, they are both sixteen and have not birthed any children yet, so I am offering my advice for healthy pregnancy and not being afraid of birthing.

My last blog knew of my struggle with infertility for 3 1/2 years but this blog has yet to hear my ramblings. I have known of well over 100 pregnancies since my struggling and then stopped counting, it was too painful. I can't help wonder about the irony of the universe as it continues full on. This one having her second abortion this year, that one pregnant with her fifth, this one giving birth to two crack babies in the same year. At the football game the other day, I was surrounded by five pregnant women. No lie, two on each side and one standing in front of us. How much more can the universe get in my face about my infertility. My mother claims it is for the greater good and that I am meant for something larger then the birth of another child. I disagree and know that all of my children will fuel my passion to help others, not take away from it. I hope to adopt four and beg and pray that I may birth one more. Only time shall tell.

Back on track-We have an RV in the driveway for Khalila and I to sleep in due to the lead liability. We had five contractors in last Monday and will have bids next week, so that we can figure out how much it will cost, and how long it will take. So life is moving along and the work, including a new roof, may be done end of November, or middle of December.